Jiron

I often think of how hubris my Spirit must be... for volunteering for the assignment of my current life. When mostly what I have in common with successful humans, is all my failures to date. Is it wrong to address my own (human) race in the third person? Is it too weird? Because truly, the only ones I truly feel like I can relate with are the more "alien" type of human. The ones who have gladly interrupted this channel of programming for the following test. The ones who see the program for what it is. . . dive into it to get the bills paid and the meals on the table.... but are so very joyful at the hope of stepping away from it all. The ones who PERMANENTLY step out of the program, honestly frighten me a little bit. Not because they are too alien or foreign for me... but rather because I can see that I, myself, am not too far off from "checking out" of reality all together. The struggle is REAL folks! I laugh when well meaning people put me in a bo...

Part of human development is being able to step outside of yourself and see what you are actually doing with your life. In which you discover you are overseeing the DEVELOPMENT of a Human Being.  I suppose the real question is whether human effort is required at all to become a human being? Must we ACTIVELY develop a human existence or is it a PASSIVE exercise set by our DNA as residence of this planet?  If effort is involved, I wonder what I would become if I stopped the work all together? Will I stand there like an abandoned building or an empty field? A dream /vision that was laid down and never picked up again? What does that look like in human form? Perhaps that is what it is to be a socio-path? Is that the root of all mental illness in general? Is it an abandoned building? Or the unkept field of the human mind? A potential reality given up on... or lost? That would mean these conditions are not truly human at all; rather a sub-human mutation that a...