Jiron

Part of human development is being able to step outside of yourself and see what you are actually doing with your life. In which you discover you are overseeing the DEVELOPMENT of a Human Being.  I suppose the real question is whether human effort is required at all to become a human being? Must we ACTIVELY develop a human existence or is it a PASSIVE exercise set by our DNA as residence of this planet?  If effort is involved, I wonder what I would become if I stopped the work all together? Will I stand there like an abandoned building or an empty field? A dream /vision that was laid down and never picked up again? What does that look like in human form? Perhaps that is what it is to be a socio-path? Is that the root of all mental illness in general? Is it an abandoned building? Or the unkept field of the human mind? A potential reality given up on... or lost? That would mean these conditions are not truly human at all; rather a sub-human mutation that a...

All of my Life I have found myself resistant to programming.  I believe this aspect of my personality has made me compatible with the Angular Thinking that comes from what I call, Omnivision.  Like the compound eye of the dragonfly. I choose to not commit to one singular point of view. I see so many variations at once. There are times when this is a hindrance. Especially when I must process quickly. But most of the time I find that I enjoy an interdependence that is unique and favorable to God.  Jesus is not looking for programmed robots. Even the zeal of a freshly doused church camp experience can't give us the longevity we need to be devoted believers.  Devotion occurs outside of the comfort of programming. Devotion is actually against the normal flow. It is a form of singularity that is also Oneness. Where the more you seek ONEness (the eternally connected perspective) ... the more you find singularity.  It's the opposite of indep...